February 3, 2010 2:40pm

hi jessica

February 1, 2010 1:36pm

hi jessica

January 30, 2010 2:03pm

hi

Saturday, January 23, 2010 4:55pm

hi jessica I havent heared from you in a while Had you on my mine. I hope you are doing well God I have really miss you

January 19, 2010 3:40pm

Hi jessica

January 16, 2010 3:59pm

Hi Jessica havent heared from you in a long time. How life been treaty you. Wanted to say hi

January 11, 2009 9:17pm

hi jessica how my friend doing You havent txt me in a long time hope we are still friends. Im not bowling any more cant afford it

January 10, 2010 4:02pm

hi jessica how are you doing I havent heared from you in a while I quit bowling sence I lost my job I also had to return my truck that I bought last year I hope we are still friends I do need a friend like you hope your doing good jessica your friend pete

December 28, 2009 4:06pm

hi jessica are we still friends I hope so Have a greart day. your friend pete

December 27, 2009 2:08pm

hi jessica How are you I turn on the TV and there a TV program on MTV about about teenager that your deaf As I im watching it I thought of you. I have miss you jessica. Hope you are doing well as for me so so. Take care my friend

December 25, 2009 11:30am

merry christmas jessica

December 24, 2009 3:44pm

hi jessica how have you been Hope your haveing a good christmas eve day your friend pete

December 20, 2009 3:05pm

hi jessica are you ok I m at (bowling alley deleted) order some thing to eat and you came into my mine Havent heared from my good friend I call here about 35 min ago and you didnt answered. I just wanted to hear your voices. Well my friend Have a good night. And I have really miss you. :-) pete

December 20, 2009 2:31pm

One missed call...

No voice mail.

December 19, 2009 9:20pm

Hi jessica I lost my 11 pins for the ham. I tryed jessica. I would like to wish you and your family a Merry christmas. And a happy New Year :-)

December 19, 2009 12:03pm

hi jessica how my friend doing. I have miss you. Jessica tonight the bowling league is bowling for hams .Jessica Im going to try my best to win one for you. How have you been I hope you are doing well. For me so so. I got problems trying to fine a job. And my ex wife pilling up the bills. I will make it jessica. You are a special friend jessica And I want you to know I want to thank you for beening my friend . Have a good day. Hope to see you some day :-) pete

December 18, 2009 5:43pm

goodnight jessica, Have a good evening your friend pete :-)

December 18, 2009 10:45am

Goodmorning Jessica, I had you on my mine. Have a greart weekend your friend pete :-)

December 14, 2009 8:59pm

goodnight jessica :-)

December 14, 2009 1:38pm

how my friend doing. Had you on my mine I going 2 miss you please. When you can make it come on by to (bowling alley deleted) I will buy you a beer. Bring your boyfriend ok your friend pete :-)

December 13, 2009 10:28pm

This morning when God opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and He asked: "My child, what is your greatest wish for today?" I responded: "Please, take care of the person who is reading this message, their family and their special friends. They deserve it and I love them very much" The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginning, but not its end. This message works on the day you receive it. Let us see if it is true. ANGELS EXIST but sometimes, since they don't all have wings, we call them TRUE FRIENDS. Pass this on to your true friends. Something good will happen to you at 11:11 in the evening; something that you have been waiting to hear. Do not break this prayer; send it to a minimum of 11 ppl.

December 13, 2009 9:32pm

hi jessica, hope you are ok I just thought of you hope you are ok

December 12, 2009 10:12pm

jessica I hope I didnt do anything 2 make you stop bowling hope you are doing good

December 12, 2009 8:51pm

ONE MISSED CALL FROM PETE....

I didn't answer

December 12, 2009 5:44pm

my team is bowling your team tonight

December 12, 2009 5:42pm

(P.S... I QUIT MY BOWLING TEAM)

Hi jessica, I just heared that you not bowling anymore . Im going 2 miss you. Hey when the time come. And if I do win the hame I will txt you and we can meet some were ok. It hurt that Im not going 2 you on saturday. Take care my friend. Please let keep in touch ok

December 11, 2009 5:48pm

FWD: Open your heart and express your feelings will help your heart to heal Pray to strenghten your intuition. I hope you dont mine me sharing this with you

December 11, 2009 4:12pm

how your you doing Jessica, I been lazy today. Monday I wilkl go back to job service. I didnt get My Old Job back. I call the HR department they sayed I was more then Quilified. But I didnt send my resume on line.So they disquilfied me I was hurt jessica . God jessica. I prayed but my prayers werent answered. I cant blame no one buy myself jessica see my friend when you do some thing as bad As I did I have no more blessing. That my life now. Jessica do you think there is A God. My life was not like this when I was young and Im telling you the trueth .I felt is present. Growing up. It been 9 years now that I havent felt him around me. I do see a beautifull light around you. I really do.Jessica thank you from the bottom of my heart for beening my friend.

December 10, 2009 1:13pm

hi my friend I been feeling down I havent hear from the state. I had you on my mine hope you are doing good your friend pete :-)

December 9, 2009 9:51pm

jessica, sorry 2 bother you have you got any girlfriends that would like 2 go out with a below avergery looking guy (thatwould be me) but as a good heart if you do please let me know. Is your sister is she married or does she have a boyfriend. I thought I would ask if she is as beautifull as you are I would like 2 me her. That if she not seeing any one. Take care my friend :-)

A little clarification...

Just so everyone who reads this knows...


I have asked Pete to leave me alone. I told him I have a boyfriend who wouldn't be thrilled about him texting me. I am NOT doing this for my own personal enjoyment. I'm actually afraid he's going to hurt me, so now it's just documentation in case I end up in a ditch. If I do, that's karma, I know. At first it was funny to me, but now it isn't. I don't text him back, I haven't for quite some time now. So, whoever posted the comment about how they don't want to be my friend anymore, that's fine; but how dare you even ask what my father would think... that's bullshit. I bet my father would have laughed his ass off, honestly. I don't know who you are, but GO FUCK YOURSELF.

December 8, 2009 6:52pm

hi how are you feeling jessica.We got alot of snow out here in (city deleted), Have a good night I will see you saturday night your friend pete :)

December 7, 2009 4:54pm

hi jessica how your day going.I forgot 2 tell you what happen last night the strike it rich (*this is a game that is played at the bowling alley) got up 2 264 dollars and they call my number And I left one pin standing oh well that how it goes. Did you like the picture txt I sent you I hope you didnt mine

December 6, 2009 6:45pm

goodnight jessica have a good week

December 6, 2009 2:57pm

Hi Jessica How are you feeling.I hope you are feeling better I had you on my mine Im at (bowling alley deleted) Have a goodnight I will see you saturday. Your friend pete :)

December 5, 2009 11:55am

I just thought of something I still have the gift certificate I won on my sunday night league. And a promise is a promise . I will be there to give it to you. It a walmart one Please give it to your brother or you can keep it. And I promise you I will win a Ham and you can give it 2 your brother. How is his baby doing . You know I ask God if I do make it to haven If I could take care of all of the children in Haven. See jessica I do Love all the children in this world I even have a special prayer I say each night. I even have a picture of the Lord with the pray on my cell phone .You are special 2 me jessica. Thank you for beening my friend

December 5, 2009 11:20am

hi jessica how is my friend doing. Well my date been cancel that ok her son is still sick so we might shoot for next week end. What I will have 2 do is prebowl for next saturday. Tomorrow. I stand in tonight . I hope you were not mad at me showing picture of my children . See jessica my daughter is 17 and my sons your 10. I see them last when they were small I still puture my daughter at 7 and I still picture my sons as babys. I keep them close 2 my Heart. May I share some thing with And I tell this 2 the people that I love very mush If I cant see them in this life time I will see them in the next life Take care my friend pete

Oops! I forgot this one.... December 4, 2009 5:11pm

He sent me an old picture of his children....

These are my children they dress up my sons like girls. This photo is the last time I saw them jessica. I sure do miss them. I hope you dont mine me sharing this photo with you. See jessica. I wish I could go into a time amachine and Undo the evil I have done. God it hurts seeing my parents not seeing them. When I go 2 sleep at night I ask the Good Lord if my mom and dad could see them. My ex wont let that happen they went 2 court and every thing my parents did not wrong it was me. That why when I go 2 sleep I ask the Lord each night 2 take me So then my parents will be able 2 see them Yes I would go into the deep sleep. Maybe he will answer my prayers some day. I hope you dont mine me sharing this with take care jessica

December 4, 2009 9:13pm

Goodnight Jessica Have sweetdreams. I really dont like this time of the year it really depressing. Take care my friend I will see you next saturday. If you cant make it sunday I do understand Im why out of line 4 asking you. Please forgive me Im going 2 bed :-)

December 4, 2009 4:53pm

If I dont see you this weekend have a greart weekend and I will be think of you pete :-)

December 4, 2009 4:43pm

Hi jessica how was your day. It look like my date might be cancel . Her son doesnt feel 2 good that ok I told her family come first. There will be another time. So how my friend doing. Bowl good saturday night. I think no one got the strike it rich last saturday. Buy a dollar worth you never know. I remember when I use to bowl alot I was bowling at (bowling alley deleted) I only had 2 dollars on me after I pay my bowling I went and bought a cup of coffee the league secutary come up to me she sayed pete why dont you every buy any strike it rich ticket. She say are you a tight son of a bitch. I told her no. So jessica I bought a dollar worth. Now only 1 dollar in my pocket they call my number I went up thur a strike and didnt know how mush It was found out I wont 165 dollars. That when I was good. And life was going good 4 me. Thank you jessica for beening my friend. pete

December 4, 2009 9:03am

Goodmorning Jessica, I hope you have a Greart Day. And a Greart weekend .If you dont have any plans for sunday would you like 2 meet me at (bowling alley deleted) for a beer. My treat that if you want 2. I miss your beautifull smile Take care jessica pete :-)

December 3, 2009 9:14pm

hi jessica had you on my mine 2 day. How was your day.For me it was good My old Job that I had for (company deleted) There a postion opening up so I got on line and I applyed for it I hope I get interview and I hope and pray I can have my old Job back God jessica if it did happen I be so happy If it God will I will get it if not then life go on. well I just wanted see how you were doing Goodnight jessica and sweetdreams your friend pete :-)

December 2, 2009 2:34pm

hi jessica is your day going good I hope so I went down 2 the union hall I have 2 get recertified in fork lift. And the union rep Gave me a place to go . There looking for material technican I done that work before when I use 2 work 4 (company deleted). Wish me luck I miss your featifull smile. I hope I still have a date on saturday night. She send me a picture and Like and idiot I erase it I thought I had it lock on my cell phone .But I didnt. She beautifull like you. I dont jessica Im lonely. And with my past alot of woman get scared See jessica I know God as forgive me and my family as forgive me and the friends that I have forgive me. I havent forgive my self I dont feel sorry 4 my self My hurt go 2 my God and my children and my family and firned. You know jessica I can open my heart 2 you. Because you are a very special friend I cry last nighjt alot like im doing right now Your friendshiop mean alot 2 me and I hold your friendship close 2 my heart. Well I know your busy I will keep you in my prayers your friend pete :-)

December 2, 2009 8:07am

goodmorning jessica have a greart day.

December 1, 2009 6:23pm

im going back reading my bible Thank you again. im trying 2 hold back the tears but i cant because your God. andswered my prayers. I will see you not this comeing saturday but next Good night jessica :-)

December 1, 2009 6:03pm

so how as work been 4 you. I went 2 job service today Have 2 keep going until I get a Job. If you dont mine me asking are things getting better between you and your boyfriend I hope so jessica. Because he a very very lucky man to have a beautifull and special person like you in his life.

December 1, 2009 5:57pm

jessica I might have a date 4 saturday night her name is (name deleted) she from stanbury. I pre bowl 4 this cometin saturday.I will meet her at (bowling alley deleted) then go see a movie then I will take her out 2 dinner God im happy it been almost 2 years sence i been on a date and I will treat her with repect that what I do with my friends

November 30, 2009 2:01pm

hi jessica does that mean you dont want 2 be my friend you havent txt me back and i real fell bad 4 want I done. See jessica I know you are a very special person. And a friend like you only come into some life once . And I dont want anything buy a friend hell jessica I cant have anyone right yes I would like 2 have some one special buy right now I cant. So please understand were I m come from I need a friend like you 2 talk 2 because you do have a special gift with people that want my heart is tell me I hope we can remain friends. and if your boyfriend doesnt like me 2 txt you please let me know thank you jessica i hope you are haveing a good day :)pete

November 29, 2009 7:07pm

Hi jessica how is your evening going. Now I know that you are upset and mad at me . May I ask you some thing what was it that I sayed and please what every it was im asking from the bottom of my please forgive me. I dont want 2 lose you as a friend ok If you want me 2 stop txting you I will dont wany any problems with anyone. have a good pete

November 28, 2009 8:40pm

jessica I hope I havent lost your friends ship if I got you upset Im truely sorry if you want me 2 stop txting you I will again please forgive me I hope we are still friends good night

November 28, 2009 6:57pm

Are we still friends I hope so jessica

November 28, 2009 6:23pm

jessica I got you a gift certificate at walmart. I hope it not me that you didnt make it 2 night I really feal bad if it was have a good night hope we can still be friends

November 28, 2009 6:08pm

please forgive me

November 28, 2009 6:05pm

jessica are you ok I hope you are not mad at me

November 27, 2009 5:51pm

goodnight jessica please forgiveme

November 27, 2009 3:49pm

jessica, if you are mad at me and I hop I hafvent causes any problems with you and your boyfriend God I hope not that was not my intension. Please forgive me pete:)

November 27, 2009 1:03pm

Hi jessica, How is your day going. 4 me im ok. R u mad at me 4 telling you a part of my past I hope not. Jessica im not a bad person. Mad some bad chooses in my life. Im not trying 2 get between you and your boyfriend. Hell He got a job I dont. Right now in my life I need 2 get my life straight out. Yes I would like 2 have a grilfriend but how can I do it I have no means 2 go out and show her a good time what im trying 2 say jessica I dont want 2 lose you as a friend ok Hope you are haveing a good day hope 2 hear from you pete:)

November 26, 2009 6:19pm

hi jessica im going 2 call it a night. I hope your not mad at me. I been depress 2 day holiday 4 me are really hard 2 cope with. But it no one fault buy my self it been 10 years sence I had Thankgiving witgh my children. and this christmas 10 years also. It hurt jessica But I hurt 4 them and my fam;ily. Life go on jessica. Well jessica im going 2 bed. Again I hope your not mad at me your friend pete:)

November 26, 2009 1:10pm

Hi jessica how is your thankgiving day going. As 4 me it ok I m watching tv right now then i have 2 go to the store and buy me a steak. I should be home around 645. Tonight Had you on my mine.I heared from my mom there haveing a good time but she told me the machine are tight. Please if you want Please txt me I hope you are doing good. Take care jessica :)

November 25, 2009 8:57pm

R you shock what I told you. I hope you understand jessica, I was under alot of stress back then. Yes jessica what I did was very evil and it was very wrong. I hurt alot of people that Love me. If I could go into a time machine. I would of never done it. See jessica I do Love children and I do Love my children. I have a special prayer that I say for the children of this world and my children.Im in the process of sponcering a child. Saint Jude it a organizination that help children with terminal cancer and I belong 2 world of hope i sponcer a child in eithopia a girl that needs food water and education. See if I can show the world that im a good person. See jessica that why it hard 4 me to have a girlfriend because woman if they know what I did in the past they dont want anything 2 do with me I hope were still friends jessica. Im truely sorry 4 my past. I hope you are doing well your friend pete:)

November 25, 2009 4:53pm

hi jessica is your day going good. Were are you planning 2 go 4 thanksgiving dinner.As 4 me I will go 2 my brother house. I will go 2 the store tomorrow and pick me up a steak. Cant stand turkey. When I was younger I like it but when I was doing time in (jail deleted) and (prison deleted) morning afternoon and the evening all we ate was process turkey. One day when I became a trust at (prison deleted).(prisoner's name deleted) he was the food service 4 (company deleted). He told me to go in the freazer and get the process turkey out and so jessica. I did the process turkey was rotten spoild and told (name deleted) No ay mi going 2 serve this 2 the inmates. Hell I told me I know we all done wrong but God this is wrong. He sayed serve it or lose your trusty position I did jessica. Sence that day jessica I havent had no turkey that was 2001 . I did about 280 day there and I ate donuts and milk. I wanted 2 share that story with you The holiday are rought 4 me I dont get 2 see my children I havent see my daughter now 4 six years and my twins they dont know me I havent seen they in 10 years See jessica I dont feel sorry for me it my parents I feel sorry 4 they havent seen them just as Long. On (date deleted, but it was about 8 years ago) I lost it and I shock my sons there fine now I was charge with 2 second degree felonys and child negalite. Last night I cryed alont been crying every sence jessica I tell people that I love and I keep close 2 my heart I tell them this If I cant see my children now I will see them when I go 2 sleep and never wake up. See jessica there not a day that go by that I dont think about what I did it was a evil act and I know that My Lord as forgive me and my family But I havent forgive my self. Jessica Im not a bad person. I have never layed a hand on my daughter when she grew up. My Dad bless his Heart never layed a hand on my my mom. I was brought up with a familty that love each other I dont know where I went wrong . My Marrage wasent a healthy marrage my ex was very controling person. You can say I was pussy whip. This is what I wanted 2 tell you 4 awhile It does get any easyer when I tell it well jessica im going 2 call it a night My prayers are with you because you are a special friend I hope you didnt mine me sending you those smiley faces . Have a greart night you friend pete :)

November 24, 2009 6:15pm

hi jessica I just got thur eating supper. I do like 2 cook. When I was married I did most of the cooking. Im by myself. You know jessica I would like 2 know how people in this world can be alone 4 a long time. I hope in the near fure I could fine some one that I can spend the rest of my life with. My friend you know that there are people you die of cancer and other dieases but you know how many die of lonelyness. But that life.well how are you doing as your boyfriend been talking 2 you . I hope so I wish I had a girlfriend. I have txt my ex fiance 2 see how she doing she wont txt why I dont know. when I was with her I gave her all my love and repect. Made sure she had a good christmas when I was with her. Sometime I think she was with me because she felt sorry 4 me I open my heart and soul 2 her. And when we broke up lest then 48 hours she was haveing sex with some one else you know that hurt because im old fashion Once you tell some you love you love and cheating is very hurtfull in the 10 and half years that I was married im telling you the hones honest 2 God truth I did not cheat on my ex wife. Well jessica have a good evening hope you are doing well :) pete

November 24, 2009 12:36pm

You always put a smile on my heart. Jessica :)

November 24, 2009 12:12pm

Hi jessica I didnt sleep 2 well last night had alot on my mine. My parents left 4 las vegas.They will be back friday morning. So how as your day been going I just got home going 2 have a bite 2 eat then im going 2 lay down 4 awhile I have no plans4 tonight just relax an watch TV I really dont like 2 be alone im big boy I know but when you have no one 2 talk 2 it does get lonely so if you want txt me later on tonight. You know I like 2 talk 2 you :)

November 23, 2009 11:08pm

I cant sleep right now jessica I hope I havent sayed anything 2 that made you feel uncomfortable. See jessica I dont know what it is But I cant open my heart 2 you I cant figure it out see jessica when you told me that night at the bar that you tryed 2 commit sucide well jessica I almost did in prison but it was my daughter letter that save me jessica and when I was doing time at (prison name deleted) my cousin commited sucide he had every going 4 him he was a Doctor down in (city deleted) had beautifull wife and 2 beautifull children was making 300.000 a year took a gun and shot him self See when you told me I had 2 hold back the tears that why i grap your hand I dont hold it against you that night when I got home I got im my hand knees and thank the good Lord that you were still here see Jessica I dont know if you know this we need each other in a postive way in a way that we can learn from each other you are so special 2 meAnd I know in my heart we will be good friends 4 life I know it because my heart as told me. You have this gift jessica and God as bless you with it I just wanted 2 share what my heart was telling me:)

November 23, 2009 7:21pm

Hi jessica how is your evening going 4 me so so. Tomorrow im going 2 job services and hit it hard. As (company deleted) they wont get me a chance. You know jessica my thought on it is one door closes another one open I have 2 put my faith into God hands See jessica im the black sheep of the family and I know that my parents Love me and I love them and yes jessica I have done same things in my life that Im truely sorry 4 but jessica I have change alot . It took me 51 years to do but im a better person 4 it and now it seems when I prove 2 my family I will do it they dont trust me see jessica I have done some time in prison and metro and Keep my self out of trouble now for 9 years and see jessica it does matter how hard I try no one belive me I know God as forgive me I havent forgive myself May I ask you a question im A good person I try 2 be yes Im a sinner But im going 2 keep getting punish by man but that good see I rather be punish now then spend eternity in the place the call the fire pit (hell) that my thinking well jessica im going 2 call it a night please take care of your self your friend pete:)

November 23, 2009 3:29pm

Hi Jessica, I just got home I found out that UDOT is hireing (Utah Department of Transportation) I put in 23 years with them I will give it a shot. I deposit my last check in my checking account I have a little over 5000 dollars in there I have 2 streach it out Have you been talking 2 your boyfriend I hope he try 2 call your txt you. I hope so . well jessica have a good evening. And I will see you saturday at bonwood and the beer on me :)

November 23, 2009 9:39am - 1:10pm

(In reply to his previous texts...)

Me: You can tell me anything, my boyfriend won't mind, we hardly speak any more anyways

Pete: That 2 bad jessica My heart go out 2 you. Can I call you later on 2 night :)

Me: I can't talk on the phone, just text :(

Pete: Ok jessica I will do that Hell if I had a woman like you I would try my best 2 communicant with you all the time. See jessica the thing with alot of couples they dont communicate and that one of the big reason why my marraige failed. I grow up alot sence then And I share what my heart tell me 2 say :)

Me: That's a great quality, you can tell me anything :)

Pete: Thank you jessica from the bottom of my heart :)

Pete: Hi jessica I just thur getting my hair cut. My God I have alot of grey Im getting old I got my resume updated. I hope I can get me another Job I have a meeting 2 day at 2 oclock with the union rep but my gut tell me I wont get hired back. Have 2 learn from this mistake and pray that God will give me another job some were. My heart is really hurting 4 you that you and your boyfriend dont talk You are so special and he be a fool 2 not see that how lucky 2 have you in his life Im going home have 2 get ready 4 my meeting wish me luck Thank you 4 beening there 2 talk 2 me it does mean alot 2 me :)

Me: What happened? What mistake?

Pete: At work Getting into a shouting match with a co worker.And the mistake is walking away when there trouble like turning the other cheek if that make any sence jessica

Me: Ohhhh, did you get into a fight? What was it about?

Pete: No phyical fight jessica it was a shouting fight it a long story It would take me awhile to txt you. What I will do saturday if you have time after we get thur bowling I will buy you a beer we can sit in the bar and I will tell you everthing ok. How your day going :)

Me: I might not have time to chat after

Pete: Ok jessica I know I will have plenty of time on my hands my parents are leaveing 2 go 2 las vegas and I was thinking of taking a ride out 2 wendover wesenday If you would like I will give you a hundred dollars dont have 2 pay me back then I can tell you everything on the way out there spend a few hours out there and come back I dont if that sound like some you would like 2 do or we can talk some other time maybe sunday we can go bowling at bonwood sunday morning if you want 2

Me: Yeah I don't think my boyfriend would be okay with any of that

Pete: I understand jessica I was thinking about that if my girlfriend did that I would be upset But I want you 2 know I have all the repect in the world 4 you and I dont want 2 lose you as a good friend because in my heart you are a true friend I wish I could write it all down and tell you but you know when you want 2 share things with a good friend to me it good 2 talk 2 that person face 2 face do you understand

Me: Yeah, its just easier for me to text that's all

Pete: Well what I can do 2 night when Im in bed I will try 2 tell you in detail what happen. Have you talk 2 any of your girl friend 2 see if they want 2 go out with average looking guy who as a good heart and know how 2 treat a woman with repect It a real hard being alone jessica im good person

Me: I'm still looking, most of my friends are guys, so its tough, but I'll let you know if I find one for you

Pete: Thank you Jessica :)

November 23, 2009 8:48am

Goodmorning Jessica I hope you have a greart day. Im going over 2 my brother house around 10 to rewrite my rusume. The reason why I shave my face is because alot of company dont like 2 hire middle age man like me. And Im going 2 get a hair cut 2. Yes jessica im scared I really dont know what the furture hold 4 me. I have 2 put it in God hands and hope and pray that every thing turn out good. You know I didnt know I won a turkey on my sunday night league when I found out the first thing I did was txt you. Jessica there is so mush more that I want 2 you about my life I know you have a boyfriend and I know in my heart he care 4 you and you care 4 him and I dont want 2 cause any problems .sence I met you I felt this peace in my heart. And I dont know why But I felt this spirital connection with you.I know you dont belive in prayer and I repect that. I do see jessica I have done things in my life that Im truley sorry 4 and yes I have been forgive.But I still need 2 be punish And some time I would like 2 tell you the whole story.I talk 2 mush. Dont I well my good friend have a greart day and I will see you saturday :)

November 22, 2009 7:09pm

Jessica, I got sum good news last sunday we bowl 4 turkeys and I won I didnt know so I will bring the gift cetificate next saturday 4 you 2 give 2 your brother .John halsey told me 2 night. I ask him 2 bring it 2 me next saturday and I will give it to you. Hope your evening going good Your friend pete :)

November 22, 2009 1:41pm

hi jessica how your sunday going Im not feeling so good im not going bowling been really depress. I just wanted 2 say hi have a greart day :)

November 21, 2009 9:16pm

I didnt win the card game I had 4 eights some one beat me with 4 Aces Jessica if you dont have any plans would you like 2 go to grap a bite 2 eat please ask your boyfriend if he want 2 join us ok I start bowling at 3 30 and I get thur around 6 that if you want 2 Goodnight jessica hope you have sweet dreams :)

November 21, 2009 2:40pm

Hi Jessica, tonight there bowling 4 turkeys and I dont eat turkey, And I know you dont eat meat. I was thinking If I win One would your sister or boyfriend or any of or friend would like one I will try my best 2 win one I won a turtey and a ham last year. I thought i would ask you. your friend pete :)

November 20, 2009 5:50pm

Hi jessica how your you doing. I had you on my mine this weekend Im going 2 go 2 my brother house and redue my resume. Everything going 2 be ok I have my health God love and I ahve my family and friends my good friends like you Have a good night jessica :)

November 19, 2009 10:26pm

(I fell asleep at 7pm-ish so I didn't receive these until the morning of November 20th)

jessica I know it late did you get your car back if your with your boyfriend I will stop txting dont want you 2 get into trouble sorry

November 19, 2009 8:27pm

good night jessica hope we can still be friends again im truely truely sorry :)

November 19, 2009 6:21pm

FWD: A true friend can multiply your joy and divide your sorrow. Jessica, I hope everything turn out ok with you 2 day. Please forgive me I had you on my mine. Tomorrow will be better jessica my heart told me so Goodnight night my friend :)

November 19, 2009 3:31pm

How is your day going as 4 me so so I havent had a diet coke now 4 two days now God I want 1 bad but jessica Im going 2 lose twenty=five pounds 2 day I had a salad 4 lunch no candy bar today When I was young had no problem eat all the junk now when im old it hard 2 get the fat off. Also I dont want you 2 quit bowling see jessica I enjoy your friend ship and your beautifull smile and look as God is my witness you do not have 2 pay me back.See jessica I already been pay more then you will never know Im bless 2 have you as a good friend and you cant put a price on that :)

November 19, 2009 9:52am - 10:36am

Me: Thanks again for coming last night! Sorry I was preoccupied and kind of in a bad mood cause of my bf and my car got towed last night.

Pete: Oh my God Im so sorry 2 here about your Car getting towed Look to me just beening with you last night made my night .As far as your boyfriend I dont know what 2 tell you jessica If I had a woman like you in my life I would try 2 be with her 24 =7 and that the honest 2 God truth. Did you get your car back I feel so sorry 4 you about your car.

Me: Not yet, I'm trying to figure out a ride and money

Pete: I wish you would of txt me I would of taken you 2 work this morning. How mush is it going 2 take 2 get your car out. My friend had her car towed it cost her 140 dollars and my dad as is 150 dollars. God my heart hurting 4 you

Me: Not sure yet, hopefully things work out

Pete: ok jessica Im so so sorry that this happen 2 you.Look the beer and bowling on me saturday and I will not take no 4 and answed ok because you are a true friend and that mean alot 2 me :)

Me: That's too much, I don't know if that's a good idea

Pete: yes it is ok you dont have 2 pay me back ok

Me: Only if you want to. I feel bad

Pete: I want 2 jessica See jessica back in the late 80s I was going 2 become a pro bowler I win on saturday night league about 7 to 10 dollars on the sunday night league I win about 10 dollars So see I can do it I have the money and Yes I want 2 do it so next saturday I will paying 4 yours Dont tell no one ok :)

The Evening of November 18, 2009

As previously mentioned, I invited Pete to go see some bands play. He even purchased my ticket. He arrived at the venue before I did... Once I got there, he was at the bar....

Pete: im in the bar going 2 get me a beer do you want 1

Me: no thank you, I'm here, near the stage.

Once he was done with whatever beverage he had... He headed towards the room where the show was being held. Donning a leather jacket, black jeans, and snake-skinned boots, he found me.

Pete gave me a hug, and he repeatedly thanked me for inviting him to the show. My brother (who was there to photograph my buddy's band) took a picture of the two of us (I think, and I'll post it as soon as I get it). Pete went on to say how nice my brother is. I didn't want to be rude (yes, I still have manners) so I let Pete know that when my buddies' play, I'll most likely be in the crowd, not keeping him company. Pete asked if people at these "rock concerts" do "the moshing," and I informed him that, indeed, people do the moshing. He then went on to tell me that he once went to a G.G. Allen concert, and the crowd's moshing was insane....

At this time, my "boyfriend" (aka: a long-time family friend who agreed to go along with pretending we're together) showed up. I left the two of them (fake boyfriend and Creepy Pete) to have a little discussion. I'm not exactly sure how it went, but I know that there was some talk of Hank Williams or something (more details, if any, to follow). My "boyfriend" was only there for about 20 minutes before he had to leave. We decided to play it off that I was pissed off at him for something, because that way I'll get some relationship advice texts.

My friends' began playing. They were great, as always. The crowd was really into them. Before their last song, Creepy Pete enthusiast and lead singer, dedicated it to Pete; saying "This song goes out to Pete! Jesus loves you!" I'm pretty sure it was the greatest thing I've heard...

Until...

Once they finished their set, I went to check on Pete to make sure he enjoyed himself. He then said, "You know Jessica, I've never had anyone dedicate a song to me." At this point, I thought he figured out it was a joke, and I was trying to explain myself, but I was interrupted by: "The fact that you and your friend's band would dedicate a song to me touched my heart so much. It really means a lot."

Yeah... That shit just happened.

I thanked him again for coming and also for buying my ticket. He began inquiring about my lack of funds. He asked if they were student loans. I told him they're mostly medical bills. He wondered why. I told him I was crazy and have been hospitalized for trying to off myself. He grew extremely concerned and told me that he would have never guessed that since I'm always so cheerful and beautiful (not sure what being beautiful has to do with anything). The next band began, so I left him in the corner...

Once they were done, Pete asked if I would like any of the bands' merchandise. I respectfully declined (even though I should have got a shirt for a friend... I wasn't thinking clearly, I apologize). Throughout the night he was texting me...

Me: Most of the night I'll probably be in the crowd, I'm sorry, don't be offended

Pete: Dont i wont Im going 2 enjoy it have fun :) thank you 4 asking me to come tonight it mean alot 2 me Thank you

Pete: jessica if you want 2 go grap your id and I will buy you a beer ok :)

Me: I'm gonna stay at the show, sorry... And I keep getting stopped by friends, sorry!!!

Pete: ok that fine please have a good time I like watching you

A another band played... Pete was sitting in the corner in his creepy attire...

Pete: Jessica Im going 2 call it a night thank you from the bottom of my heart You are a very special friend thank you I got 2 see your brother and your boyfriend he a very lucky man 2 have some one so special like you Im going 2 wait untill this band finish it so so neat watching people mosh :)

He came up to me. Gave me a hug. And told me that he can't wait to see me on Saturday at bowling...

I was kind of glad he was gone, cause let's face the facts... Dude's pretty creepy.

Pete: hi jessica please be carefull driveing home. I m home now my mom and dad ask me how it was I told them had a greart time. Jessica would it be ok with you if you can send me a picture of you see jessica I have pictures in my cell phone of people that are very close 2 me and I keep them close 2 my heart if you dont mine Thank you jessica :)


I think the night was a success. I know he'll keep texting me. I began feeling kinda bad for him and what I'm doing, then I quickly remind myself... He's a 50 year old who lives with his parents, hitting on a 24 year old with a "boyfriend" and asks to be hooked up with my friends meeting a certain weight requirement.

This blog will continue as scheduled... and I couldn't be more thrilled!


Trust me, there will be MUCH more to come!

Attention! Attention!

Tonight my friends' band is playing...

I invited Pete...

Recruited my buddy to be my "boyfriend"...

Who will ask for relationship advice...

Among other things...

UPDATES TOMORROW!

Yeah... It's going down.

November 18, 2009 2:33pm

Hi Jessica how your day going Im leaveing work, at 4 30 going home 2 take a shower I will be there at 5 30 or6. Were can I meet your friend so I can buy you your ticket I dont want 2 do it in front of your boyfriend ok:)

November 17, 2009 8:23pm

Good night jessica im still at work I will see you tomorrow I forgot 2 tell you after 8 hours here I make 36.66 an hour because were Union Local number 3 take care :)

November 17, 2009 5:45pm

FWD:FWD:FWD:

So..IF YOU BELIEVE!! A little Angel for you.. You have just been sent a Financial Abundance angel! Pass her to two people, and be rich in four days. Pass her to six then be rich in two days. You ARE already rich!!! I am not joking; you will find an un-expected windfall. If you delete her, you will never know how she works?.. She really does work like magic!

November 17, 2009 2:22pm - 2:32pm

(Due to a recent request - in regards to one of his much earlier texts - I sought out to find out exactly why he was suspended from his work for 3 days... and also to find out where he works...)



Me: So I was reading through old texts, and you never did explain why you got suspended from work... and where do you work anyways?

Pete: Well jessica It a long story and I will tell you saturday ok I work 4 I make good money I make 18. 33 an hour not bad .I will tell you about the supention saturday ok :)

Me: Oh alright, unless you want to tell me now! (Yes, I know I'm effed up)

Pete: I want 2 but im really busy right can I call you 2 night and tell you.:)

Me: I'll be with my boyfriend tonight, it's probably not the best idea to call me, but you can text me

Pete: ok i will sorry:)

Me: No need to be sorry, I just don't want him to get upset (Imaginary boyfriend to the rescue!!!)

Pete: I understand jessica God I dont want you 2 get into trouble with your boyfriend that the last thing i want ok:)

Pete: that why I will tell you saturday ok jessica:)



(So, my friends, I will have to wait until bowling on Saturday to figure out the mystery!)

November 17, 2009 1:29pm

FWD: Be a preson whose life is marked by truth integrity and passion. Jessica, you are a poerson of truth, and integrity and of passion and I try each day 2 also be that kine of person. :)

November 17, 2009 12:06pm

hi jessica, I woke up this morning and I was so fucking piss off at my self see jessica im not fat i been putting on mass I work out and I need to lose about 25 pounds .Last year around this time I was going 2 compete in my first bodyed building competition . You should of see me I was at 180 with 12 percent body fat I look good now I look like shit but Im tell you as a friend when the bowling league go 2 wendover Im going 2 get back were I was I had 2 get this off my chest Have a greart day jessica you are a true friend and they are hard 2 come by your friend pete :)

November 16, 2009 10:15am - 10:26am

Pete: Good morning jessica, how your morningbim. I had a good work out this morning bowl good sunday. Im in training here at work and im the only one in the class room.See jessica when it come 2 computor im an idiot stupid hell. I dont know how 2 turn one on

Pete: have a greart day jessica please pray 4 me:)

Me: I don't pray, but I hope you have a good day too

Pete: Ok jessica Is it ok if I pray 4 you your friend pete:)

Me: you do whatever you'd like, I just don't pray

Pete: ok

Pete: Are you upset with me I hope not I pray 4 the ones that I love and care about and I pray 4 the ones that hate me im sorry jessica if I have affended you :)

Me: No, I just don't pray, that's all

November 15, 2009 8:33pm

jessica how are you feeling, 2 nite I bowl real good bowl 30 pins above my average felt good 2 night. Jessica my I ask you a question and I know you will give me a honest answer because you are a good friend. The question I need 2 ask you Im a good person it seem When I like some one and I ask them they want 2 go out on a date they think im after 1 thing and jessica im not been thur that and I have grow up. I know im getting older but I would like 2 fine some one that I can hold at night go out 2 dsee a movie go out 2 dinner im asking 2 mush as a friend what do I need 2 do your a beatifull person that I have all the repect 4 and any advice you can give me I will take. I hope you dont mine me sharing this with you Hope you are feeling better and have a greart week I will see you wesenday at the bar 2 hear your friend band playing Goodnight jessica sweet dreams:)

*I decided this might be a good opportunity for me to let the dude know he's a bit creepy and comes on too strong... I sent him: "I don't know, I'm not very good at relationships. I guess try not to come on too strong and be nice??? I guess that might work"

*He then asked how much it costs to get into the show, and I told him... nothing too funny about that...

November 15, 2009 1:39pm

hi jessica, How are you doing. Hope and pray that you are feeling better . Im leaving the gym had a good work out I met my friend Larry so we work out together. I had you on my mine 2 night im going bowling at bonwood again if you are feeling better come on down and I will buy you a beer.:)

November 14, 2009 5:22pm

jessica I got a message on my cell phone from a cell phone provider telling me I been block from a caller I hope and pray that it wasent you. I thought maybe your boyfriend got upset I do have repect 4 you jessica and your boyfriend I just want you 2 know that :)



(no, I didn't block him... but makes me wonder how many people he texts this crazy shit to... hmmm...)

November 13, 2009 7:51pm

r u ok jessica I have this feeling in my guy that your sad about some thing I know it none of my bussiness. Please forgive if I have sayed txt you some thing that got you up set with me I hope im wrong about this feeling When a friend hurt my stomach get this wiried feeling

November 13, 2009 7:30pm

(after explaining that I did not go to Vegas and still wouldn't be at bowling, he texts...)

Jessica, what have you got plan 4 sunday morning around 11 oclock would you and your boyfriend like 2 meet me at bonwood and we can bowl 3 or 4 games .That if you want 2:)

November 13, 2009 7:17pm

How my friend doing this evening. R u in Las Vegas Have fun. And I hope and pray Jessica that you hit a Big jackpot. Im going 2 miss your Beautifull smile this Saturday. Please be carefull Your friend pete:)

November 12, 2009 6:51pm

FWD:FWD:Fw:: Think about this?
Think about this for a minute. If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If i called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened would you come? If I had one day left to live my life would you be part of my last day? If i needed a shoulder to cry on would you give me yours? Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together. They see things together and they sleep together, BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... That's what friendship is. Life is lonely without friends

November 12, 2009 6:50pm

hi it me again a very good friend of mine is name is larry and he send me some thing that I want 2 share with you I will send it here in a few min And I will sent it 2 the one I love :)pete

November 12, 2009 4:53pm

Hi jessica I went on my scale this morning and Im so piss off at my self 195. God I need 2 lose some weight I look good at 175 or 180 Im been thinking were I leave they have a fittness center it call Magna fittness center it only 5 min away from my parents house .So monday wesday and firday at Gold gym and tuesday and thurday and sunday at magna fittness center im going 2 do ut jessica I will look good when the bowling league go 2 wendover my sunday league going 2 go 2 wendover. when we get done. Im going 2 save some money and next year around this time I want 2 compete in my first texas holdum tournement Hopefully by that time I could have some one special to take with me or sooner Hope you are doing good jessica .I feel so at easy when I txt you and talk to you Thank you 4 beening my friend it really mean alot 2 me Good night jessica pete:)

November 12, 2009 10:58am-2:40pm

(after some convincing, I invited Pete to go see Let's Burn It Down, Bury Your Dead and Throwdown at In the Venue on Wednesday, November 18th... here's how the conversation went...)

Me: Hey my friend's band is playing next Wednesday, wanna go?

Pete: sure what time wesenday I would Love 2 go I will ask my boss if I could leave early that day

Me: I think it starts at about 7pm... Its downtown

Pete: ok Love 2 go please give me the address and I will meet you there I have had you on my mine 2 day R U doing better:)

Me: Yes, I'm doing a lot better, thank you

Pete: Im glad 2 hear that :)

Pete: Jessica so that on November the 18 th please give me the address and I will tell my boss if I can leave at 6 go home take a shower and I will be there Thank you jessica :)

Me: Well I think it may start around 6pm... Its at In The Venue and the address is 214 S 600 W

Pete: ok I will tell my boss if I can leave at 5:)

Me: Great! Its kind of heavy metal type music, is that okay?

Pete: That good 4 me I like all kine of musi jessica :)

Me: Awesome!

Pete: Hi it me I like 2 listen 2 Black sabath AC DC , CREED there are more cant think of all of them. Back in 1978 I was bless I seen AC DC when Bon Scott was still alive they were the Back Up Band 4 RUSH we boo RUSH wanted AC DC back on Stages We gave the a 45 Min standing Ovation GOD that was the best Concert I Have ever been 2 jessica We brought your own weed back then didnt have 2 use any just beening in the old salt palces just breathing got us High And woman God the woman I will stop there See you next wesenday Your good friend pete:)

Pete: I got it clear with my boss Thank you:)

Pete: R things better 4 you today I hope so jessica :)

Me: Yes they are, thank you

Pete: ok jessica

Pete: jessica I need 2 start practing more on my bowling.Last year I finish with a 185 average.And I was thinking would you like 2 go bowling sunday on November the 22 I know you will be in Las Vagas this weekend and if you want 2 practice with me I would like your company . Then after ward we can get some brfeakfast at the bonwood resturant My treat I will pay 4 the bowling and breakfast ok:)

Pete: I forgot 2 tell you every sunday at bonwood from 9 to 11 30 it a one dollar and twenty five cents a game so we can bowl as many as we want 2 I need 2 work on my ten pin andSeven pin Back in the late 80s I was averageing 205 God I need practice :)

November 12, 2009 9:35am

jessica you must think I m idiot I just got thur reading the txt I sent you. I was trying 2 tell you I work out at the gym but I eat the wrong type of food not fun. Gee pete:)