November 24, 2009 6:15pm

hi jessica I just got thur eating supper. I do like 2 cook. When I was married I did most of the cooking. Im by myself. You know jessica I would like 2 know how people in this world can be alone 4 a long time. I hope in the near fure I could fine some one that I can spend the rest of my life with. My friend you know that there are people you die of cancer and other dieases but you know how many die of lonelyness. But that life.well how are you doing as your boyfriend been talking 2 you . I hope so I wish I had a girlfriend. I have txt my ex fiance 2 see how she doing she wont txt why I dont know. when I was with her I gave her all my love and repect. Made sure she had a good christmas when I was with her. Sometime I think she was with me because she felt sorry 4 me I open my heart and soul 2 her. And when we broke up lest then 48 hours she was haveing sex with some one else you know that hurt because im old fashion Once you tell some you love you love and cheating is very hurtfull in the 10 and half years that I was married im telling you the hones honest 2 God truth I did not cheat on my ex wife. Well jessica have a good evening hope you are doing well :) pete